Unfortunately, I "lost it". Although this is stupid to say in such a situation, I am very grateful for the things that you do and have done for me personally!
You're right, our desire is everything. Doing.
I am very grateful to you that I am still clean, and so is my whole family.
A little over a year ago I was in a very bad place with myself, I'm happy, I'm having fun, and I'm grateful that I have the will to change my lifestyle, but the work never stops